So the years feel like they are catching up to me some what, and with all the wonderful and painful things that happen as you get older I have come to realise that transparency is the key to all understanding.

What does this mean for me. Well for starters if I have tattoos and piercings and my hair colour changes every couple of months then so be it, its me expressing who I am, and although its not the usual image you get for a lawyer it is my image. So future employers can either take me as I am in all my greatness or loose out on the chance of having someone who prefers to work than socialise. (thats kind of sad)

Secondly, and probably more importantly, I am writing a tell all book about vampyres and otherkin. Its my life story as a fiction novel. It should be interesting. I figured while all the young bastards out there are getting hooked on the romantic stylings of fictional vampire and werewolf myths I might as well dampen their spirits with a tell-all-novel aimed at shattering their hopes of being whisked away by a 200 yr old gorgeous man with fangs.

I think it will be interesting, because I have decided not to spare the reader the various painful, humiliating and graphic happens of my upbringing and my unfortunately unforgettable breaking into womanhood. Not to mention the inside stories of some of my fallen comrades to various deseases, mental health issues and of course drug and alcohol abuse which seems to follow on with over occult stimulus.

If anyone would ever be interested in reading/editing it for me let me know. Obviously this novel wont be for the young 13 year olds, though maybe they should read it and find out what happens when you can't keep your wits about you in the big world

I have made mention to some brotheren of my intentions, as far as my life story goes they seem really keen, as far as telling the secrets of the underlying occult underworld, they don't seem to be too keen on that. But as I pointed out to them, how many people would consider the novel as a fanciful daydream of an impressionable teen who ended up under the influences of disturbed adults? Probably most hehehe and I think that is what will make the novel more real.

Ah well, time will tell